a gaggle of in-laws descended upon us today, not very long after i had woken up. we all went down to my place of employment for lunch, and i was unfortunately very out of it. the moment i walked in, i saw my dishboy, which sort of threw me off. had to sneak out for a cigarette, feeling weird about all of this family that i don’t really know very well. i guess it’s just awkward since the marriage is feeling a little uncertain and they don’t know that.
tomorrow is a new day.
and i have a late-late-night date with dishboy on monday after he finishes his closing shift!
