up until very recently, i wasn’t convinced that i would ever want, like, or be able to handle having things up my butt.
but somewhere close to two tabs of e later, it turns out that yes, yes, and yes, anal is pretty fucking cool.
that’s all i have to say about it for now.
other news:
dishboy is gone. i have occasional pangs of missing him, but i’m mostly at peace with the beautiful memory of all the craziness we shared.
the husband and i are… well, it feels like we’re on the way to things being better than they ever have been. there’s a lot of talking and work to be done. we might be going monogamous for a while to get our heads on straight and build a strong foundation. i have come to the conclusion that i love him so much it’s a little intimidating.
