i gave dishboy a tattoo today, an earth symbol on his elbow. i had never tattooed anyone before, but i enjoyed it. it’ll need a little more work once it processes for a bit, but i think it will ultimately turn out well. he got three cuts into redoing the star-shaped scar on my knee, but i felt flesh ripping and i looked down and i couldn’t take it anymore, had to stop and lie back in the sun with a cigarette. we talked about how to finish it, either with two more cuts or by branding. we’ll see. it won’t be beautiful, i don’t think, but it will be something to remember.
i don’t know how long it’s going to take for us to actually have sex. it’s difficult when we don’t have anywhere to go. hm.
i think i need sleep, and perhaps some sex.
